What, exactly, is rock bottom? Does it exist? How do you know when you reach it? I was talking to someone the other day who told me you just have to let yourself hit it, then you can start to build back up. What if I don't want to hit it? Do I have to? There must be some way around it. Can't I just wallow around in the shallows for a bit longer? Don't get me wrong... I'd much rather be on the beach, and someday I will be. At least I hope I will be. They all tell me I will be.
Maybe it is just time to take the plunge.
Rock. Bottom. Rock freaking bottom.
Someone will pull me ashore, right? Will there be anyone left? I can't pull everyone down with me... can I?
